Monique was on the phone with the police in under a minute. Desmond was already pulling on his jeans.
"Find My iPhone," he said. "Liyah's on our family plan. Check it."
Monique's hands were shaking so hard she dropped the phone twice. Desmond took it from her and opened the app.
A little dot. Moving. Along the city bus line, heading east.
Toward Terrence's side of town.
"She took the five-fifteen bus," Desmond said. "She's almost there."
Monique grabbed her coat. "I'm coming."
"Somebody's gotta stay with the boys."
"Desmond..."
"I did this." He looked at her. "Let me go get her."
She stared at him for a long moment. Then she nodded and handed him the car keys.
He drove faster than he'd driven in years.
The whole way, he kept thinking about his own stepfather. A big man named Leon who married Desmond's mother when Desmond was seven. Leon had a son of his own. Every Christmas, Leon's son got a bike, a game system, new shoes. Desmond got socks. Sometimes a book.
Leon never said anything mean. He didn't have to. It was all right there under the tree.
Desmond had promised himself, a long time ago, that he would never be Leon.
And last night, in front of three kids, he'd been Leon.
The dot stopped moving at an apartment complex on Garfield Avenue. Building C. Desmond parked badly and jumped out.
He saw her before he saw anything else.
Aaliyah was sitting on the curb outside Building C. Backpack on her knees. Hood up. She wasn't crying. She was just sitting there, staring at the parking lot.
On the second-floor walkway, a man was leaning on the railing. Mid-thirties, in a white tank top and basketball shorts, holding a baby on his hip. Terrence.
He saw Desmond and laughed. "Oh, here we go."
Desmond walked over and sat down on the curb next to Aaliyah. He didn't say anything. He just sat there.
After a minute, she said, without looking at him, "He didn't even let me in."
"What happened?"
"I knocked. He opened the door like this." She held her hand a few inches apart. "Just a crack. He saw it was me, and he said, what are you doing here? Not hi. Not are you okay. Just what are you doing here."
She pulled her hood tighter.
"I told him I wanted to stay with him for a while. He laughed. Then he said wait here, and he closed the door. That was an hour ago."
An hour. On a curb. In the cold. Desmond's hands balled up on his knees.
Desmond looked up at Terrence.
"She knocked," Terrence called down. "Six-thirty in the morning. Knocking on my door. Waking up the baby. Brianna's mad at me now." He bounced the baby. "I told her, go home, I'll call your mama."
"Did you call her mama?"
Terrence shrugged. "I was getting to it."
Desmond stood up. He walked to the bottom of the stairs.
"She's thirteen," Desmond said. "She took a bus by herself in the dark to see you. And you left her on the curb."
"What was I supposed to do? I got a new family, man. A girlfriend, a baby, a one-bedroom. Where am I gonna put a teenager?"
"You could've put her on your couch for one hour. Made her some cereal."
"Ain't my job no more." Terrence pointed down at him. "That's your job. Monique married you. You got the house. You got the big job at the warehouse. That's what she wanted. A man with money. So that's on you."
"You haven't paid child support in five years."
"I pay when I can."
"You owe fourteen thousand dollars. I've seen the letters from the state."
Terrence's face went hard. "So what? You want a medal? You pay for her stuff, good for you."
Desmond almost said it again. Almost. They got fathers.
He looked back at Aaliyah on the curb. She was looking at him now. Listening to every word.
Last night he'd told her she had a father. And here he was. Standing on a balcony in his tank top, telling her she was somebody else's job.
"She came here because of me," Desmond said quietly. "Because of something I said last night. I said she's got a father. I said it like a reason not to buy her a hoodie."
Terrence snorted. "So she came running here to make you feel bad? That's on her mama, too. Monique always did spoil that girl."
"She came here because she wanted somebody to want her."
That shut Terrence up for a second.
The baby on his hip started fussing. Somewhere inside the apartment, a woman's voice yelled, "Terrence! Is she gone yet?"
Aaliyah flinched.
Desmond saw it. Something in his chest tore open.
Terrence rolled his eyes. He leaned over the railing, and his voice got mean and lazy.
"Tell you what, big man. You want to play daddy so bad? You want her?" He waved his free hand like he was swatting a fly. "Get the papers. I'll sign over my rights tomorrow. One less thing for the state to chase me about. You can have her."
The words hit the parking lot like a slap.
Aaliyah stood up off the curb. Her backpack fell off her knees. She was looking at her father on the balcony, and her face was doing something Desmond never wanted to see on a kid's face again.
Then she turned around and looked at Desmond.
Waiting.
Like her whole life depended on what he said next.
This is a fictional story. Names, characters and events are invented. Any resemblance to real people or events is coincidental.